Tuesday, July 1, 2014

may/june bucket list update


It's been awhile since I've given an update on my yearly bucket list.  Things aren't going so well with this list.  I've accepted that and am okay with just doing the best I can.  Enjoy!

My 2014 Bucket List:


Establish an 8:00-4:30 workday… January and ongoing…
I've decided to amend this goal a little bit... Starting in August I will just be focused on getting to work on time and not necessarily early every day.  I have found that I am not all that productive in the morning before class starts anyway.  Thankfully I don't have to think about this for another month.

Compile addresses into an address book… February
Did it!

Complete a 7-day cleanse… March June/July
I kind of did this.  I completed the Dr. Oz 3 Day Detox in June.  It was awful.  I edited the recipes a little bit... I was not about to drink a smoothie with cucumber in it.  I have never missed chewing food so much.  I craved pasta and all sorts of bad things throughout the detox - and went right back to my old habits... so... I did it... but not well.  :)

Do a 30-Day Plank Challenge…  April May September
I still want to do this... I did restart in May and then forgot that I restarted.  So, I'm going to try again in September!

Organize and Deep CLEAN home… June July/August
Pshhh... Did not happen in June.  Hopefully some progress will happen before I head back to school.

Complete all started and purchased for crafts… July

Go to Pilates at least three times per week…
This one is going okay... I'm just doing my best to make it there when I can.

Have three designated “quiet times” per week…
I am in a summer Bible study that is really encouraging this.  I have 5 days of "homework" each week!

Create and update a monthly budget…
Maybe next year...

PAY OFF DEBT… (30-40K goal)
All credit card debt is paid off (around 20K).  I am feeling great about this, and know that the rest will come in due time.  

Christmas presents bought and cards sent by 12/1/14… November

Blog twice per month…
I think this happened in May... definitely not in June.

There it is, friends.  Life is far from perfect, and I'm learning how to give myself grace.  And that is the most important thing.

Tuesday, May 20, 2014

to the barista at starbucks...

To the barista at Starbucks:

Thank you.  Your act of kindness yesterday touched me more than you know.  What a pleasant surprise to have you "take care" of my drink because you said I am always "so nice."  (Even though the fact that you can recognize me in the drive thru might point out that I need to work on my Starbucks habit.)

What you couldn't see in the few seconds I looked at you really funny and began exclaiming, "Oh my gosh! Thank you so much! You just made my day!" were the tears that nearly sprung up behind my sunglasses and the fact that you really did make my entire day.  Maybe even week.

For a lot of different reasons, life has been really difficult lately. Being "consistently nice" - another phrase you used - isn't a trait that I feel I often display, let alone hear from someone else.  Self esteem can be a huge struggle for me, yet you took the time to point out something in me that was of value to you.

Thank you.

Thank you for the reminder that we never know what someone else is going through, so we should always be kind.  Thank you for encouraging me on a manic Monday morning. Thank you for lifting me up when I was feeling down.

And most of all thank you for the delicious Cinnamon Dolce Latte and the smile it brought to my face.

SJ

Sunday, May 4, 2014

march-april bucket list update

Greetings, friends.

My oh my... life has been a little wild, and my bucket list has suffered.  Nevertheless, I think it's waaaay past time for an update - however bleak it may be.


 My 2014 Bucket List:

1. Establish an 8:00-4:30 workday… January and ongoing…
This hasn't been terrible - or I am just fooling myself.  I don't always make it there at 8:00 and I don't always leave at 4:30; however, in the past couple of weeks I've been more on-top of work and have been bringing less home overall.  I have gotten to the place of thinking before I leave, am I really going to work on this tonight?  If the answer is "no," I leave it at work.  So although it's not technically part of the bucket list - I am calling that a success!

2. Compile addresses into an address book… February
Did it! 

3. Complete a 7-day cleanse… March June/July
This just did not happen.  I wanted to do this cleanse over Spring Break... but our Spring Break was cut short to make up snow days and I ended up spending part of the week at my parents' house eating steak.  Still want to do this, but want to make sure I can devote the time, energy and preparation that this will take.  It may end up being only a 3 day detox... and that would be okay with me.

4. Do a 30-Day Plank Challenge… April May
I did start this one on April 1st - no joke!  And then I got a nasty cold that would. not. go. away.  It's hard to plank when you cannot breathe.  I will restart this one... TODAY!

5. Plan one date per month… 
I did plan a "date" in March!  David and I drove up to Saint Louis one afternoon to meet his mom and sister for dinner while they were in town.  It was fun!  

6. Organize and Deep CLEAN home… June 
I've been "pinning" a lot of ideas for this one... I am officially done with the school year on June 12th, so I am hoping I can utilize the remainder of the month for the Deep CLEAN.  If I need to stretch it into July, that will be okay too.

7. Complete all started and purchased for crafts… July

8. Go to Pilates at least three times per week…
And this one is a bust.  In addition to the nasty cold that would. not. go. away, I had quite the unfortunate kitchen accident in early March.  I ended up cutting my wrist with the handle of a ceramic mug and wasn't able to go to Pilates for a few weeks.  I'm back in the game now and it feels awful awesome.

9. Have three designated “quiet times” per week… 
This is actually going pretty well at the moment - it certainly hasn't been perfect by any means, but I have been making more time lately.

10. Create and update a monthly budget…
Bust.  I don't even know.

11. PAY OFF DEBT… (30-40K goal)
We paid off an additional $700ish in the month of April.  Unfortunately we found out some not-so-great-news regarding insurance, but with our income tax returns, all credit card debt should be paid off at least by the start of June, which is HUGE!

12. Christmas presents bought and cards sent by 12/1/14… November

13. Blog twice per month…
Obviously a fail.


Have a wonderful day, friends.  Enjoy this beautiful weather we have been blessed with the past couple of days!

Wednesday, March 19, 2014

neat moments

This is a tough time of the year to be a teacher. Sure we've had snow days and Spring Break is just around the corner, but we are entering testing season which marks the beginning of end of the school year.  It feels like we are all losing steam - kids and teachers alike, and it's hard to appreciate the really sweet moments when you are reprimanding students for telling their friends to "shut up" for the 18th time in class. The end is in sight, but it will be a crazy ride before we reach our final destination.

I don't spend enough time talking about the sweet moments I share with my students. Unfortunately, I too often allow the bad to overshadow the good. And there is a lot of good... Like today.

I have a particular student who is a little different than most of my other kids. He has an adult personality and doesn't always get along with others. His clothes don't fit well and he is terribly unorganized. He is often the victim of bullying, but doesn't take anything from anyone. He beats to his very own drum. Until this year I had in idea I had a hole in my heart that only this child and all of his quirks could fill.

I usually have him sit by himself. It's always felt like the "best solution" to ease the tension between his personality and the other kids.

Today was different.

I had a student ask me privately if she could go sit by him. She said she just wanted to. I said yes as long as she asked and he said it was okay. She knew it would be, and she was right.

What unfolded over the next hour and fifteen minutes was almost magical.

They worked on their notes together. They visited. (Almost toooo much at times, but I couldn't find it in me to discourage it.) They were the best of shoulder partners.

And he had one of the most genuine smiles I have ever seen etched across his face. His day was made. He had been chosen.

I called her up at the end of class to tell her what I'd seen. A smile. A day made. She said that just yesterday another girl had been picking on him. She stood up to her and got called some pretty mean names but didn't care a bit. She just knew that she was supposed to sit next to him today.

It was brave and bold and made this teacher so proud.

I saw Jesus in a fifteen year old girl today. She accepted and she loved without fear of persecution from her peers.

She made a difference.

As a teacher, this is hands down the neatest, sweetest moment I have been privileged to witness, and I can't wait for more.

Sunday, March 2, 2014

february bucket list update

If I had to pick two words to describe February 2014, I would use fatigued and failure. "Fatigued," because I have literally been exhausted and stretched to my max the entire month, and "failure," because my bucket list was a bust in February! I must say, I am a little excited that the horrendous weather we are having today has forced me to stay inside and rest... Without guilt. And although another snow day means we will now be in school until the 4th of July, I am excited for another "forced" day of rest tomorrow too.

I hope this update finds you well, friends!

My 2014 Bucket List:  Update #2

1.     Establish an 8:00-4:30 workday… January and ongoing…
Yikes... This one was a little rotten. Like more than a little rotten. I DO make it to work to privately tutor at 7:30 on Wednesday mornings, and I DO tutor my students until 5:00 on the same evening... But that does not make up for the number of days I arrived at 8:30 (or even later...) For the record I am supposed to be at school by 8:25, so technically if I make it by then, I'm doing okay... But still not completing my goal.

2.     Compile addresses into an address book… February
Done! In fact I didn't like any if the address books at Target, so I bought a cute little notebook and made my own. I just stuck a cute little chalkboard label on it a few moments ago (on March 2nd) but the majority of the book was done in February.

3.     Complete a 7-day cleanse… March
This will have to be amended for March. I'm not 100% sure how yet, but in order to make up snow days, two days were taken out of spring break, which was when I was planning to cleanse. I may do a green smoothie challenge toward the end of the month and detox once on summer break. Any/all suggestions are welcome on this one!

4.     Do a 30-Day Plank Challenge… April

5.     Plan one date per month…
Did it! Kind of. The February date I planned was actually last night, March 1st. We went to see a great play at Theatre Squared in Fayetteville. It was called "Good People." We both really enjoyed it, plus, I was able to order a 30 under 30 ticket for $10! We decided that we need to capitalize on cheap tickets for Sarah in the next 2 years!

6.     Organize and Deep CLEAN home… June

7.     Complete all started and purchased for crafts… July

8.     Go to Pilates at least three times per week…
This went about the same as it did in January. I'm going about twice a week right now, and would like to step it back up in March. Especially before I take the plank challenge in April! 

9.     Have three designated “quiet times” per week…
 I don't even want to talk about it. Any/all suggestions are welcome here too. This is seriously one of my biggest struggles. On the positive side, I did spend time in prayer (writing in my prayer journal), and truly believe I heard from God. He is teaching me a lot about obedience and patience.

10. Create and update a monthly budget…
Annnnnnnd.... Suggestions welcome. I may have to ask David to be the captain of this ship.

11. PAY OFF DEBT… (30-40K goal)
No major debt payoff to report. Hopefully there will be something good to report soon!

12. Christmas presents bought and cards sent by 12/1/14… November

13. Blog twice per month…
This did not happen in February either. I thought about it several times... But never got around to it. :(

  I will repeat what I said at the end of my last update:  I do enjoy this reflection time. I know that I can accomplish these goals, it's just a matter of doing them. I am currently having conversations with a student who has now missed two tests and has also neglected to do most of his homework for the semester about needing to turn things around if he wants to pass my class. His response has been, "I will try to do better." I keep replying, "It's not about trying, it's about doing." I need to give myself the same pep talk for March and just get out there and kick my bucket list's booty!




Sunday, February 2, 2014

2014 bucket list... rejects... and update...

My friend Kelsie is an amazing woman.  Last year she decided to create a 2013 Bucket List of things she wanted to accomplish, instead of creating lofty and unattainable resolutions.  I tried to emulate her list, but was still in the resolution mindset and failed miserably.  As a part of her 2013 Bucket List she created myyearlybucketlist.com and wrote an e-book describing the differences between yearly bucket lists and resolutions.  Like I said before... she is an amazing woman.

Last October she popped a big question.  She asked me if I'd like to be a part of myyearlybucketlist.com for 2014.  Of course I said yes!  After my 2013 goals were a bust, I needed some accountability.  You can check out my full 2014 Bucket List here, but for now I will give you a quick recap:


My 2014 Bucket List:

1.     Establish an 8:00-4:30 workday… January and ongoing…
2.     Compile addresses into an address book… February 
3.     Complete a 7-day cleanse… March 
4.     Do a 30-Day Plank Challenge… April 
5.     Plan one date per month… 
6.     Organize and Deep CLEAN home… June 
7.     Complete all started and purchased for crafts… July 
8.     Go to Pilates at least three times per week… 
9.     Have three designated “quiet times” per week… 
10. Create and update a monthly budget… 
11. PAY OFF DEBT… (30-40K goal) 
12. Christmas presents bought and cards sent by 12/1/14… November 
13. Blog twice per month...

      Of course some items didn't make the cut.  Part of creating bucket lists instead of resolutions is to pick goals that are attainable.  I'd love to be June Cleaver and Betty Crocker all rolled into one, but this is not a reality for me right now.  

2014 Bucket List Rejects:

      Cook/Eat at Home at least 3 times per week... our schedule right now is just too crazy for this to work, unfortunately.  I would still like to cook/eat at home as often as possible, but refuse to beat myself up if some weeks the best I can do is the Chik-fil-A drive thru.

      Grow my own fruits and veggies in a container garden... this was on last year's list, and it didn't happen.  It's something I would still love to do, and maybe it will happen this year, but maybe it won't.  If it does, it will be a bonus.  And considering last year I single-handedly killed 42 impatients, gardening might not be my "thing."

     Chop my locks... and donate them.  I've done this before, and will most likely do it again, but didn't want to feel pressured to make it happen during a certain month/year.  The length of my hair is starting
     to drive me absolutely crazy, so I know it's coming... I'm just not sure when. :)

    So now for the first Bucket List update... January didn't go as well as I'd hoped, but it gives me something to strive toward in February.

My 2014 Bucket List:  Update #1

1.     Establish an 8:00-4:30 workday… January and ongoing…
Some days I was great at this... others not-so-much.  I will say that I made it to school by 8:00 more times than I probably would have otherwise, but not every day.  Since this is an ongoing goal, I don't feel defeated just yet.  I just need to make the most of February!

2.     Compile addresses into an address book… February

3.     Complete a 7-day cleanse… March

4.     Do a 30-Day Plank Challenge… April

5.     Plan one date per month…
Failed in January.  David planned all of our outings for the month.  Perhaps I could plan something really special for February!

6.     Organize and Deep CLEAN home… June

7.     Complete all started and purchased for crafts… July

8.     Go to Pilates at least three times per week…
This goal was *mostly* achieved in January!  I didn't go to Pilates the week that I had the stomach bug from you-know-where... so I'm giving myself a pass on that one.  But for the most part, I'm making it there!!

9.     Have three designated “quiet times” per week…
 This is a big ole FAIL right now.  I have realized I am at the point where, sadly, I need to schedule this in on my to-do list - just like going to Pilates.  I hate to admit that, and hopefully one day it will come as naturally as breathing.  Excited to get back to you on this one soon.

10. Create and update a monthly budget…
Budget created for January... not sure how well we stuck to it though... and we're two days into February, and I haven't even looked at our bills.  Not calling it a bust yet - I still have time to figure this one out! 

11. PAY OFF DEBT… (30-40K goal)
 This one is going well!  David and I are blessed, that's all I will say.  We are a little more than 10K down.

12. Christmas presents bought and cards sent by 12/1/14… November

13. Blog twice per month…
Yep... failed in January.  But if I do three in February that will make up for it, right?


      I am excited that blogging this morning has given me time to reflect on where I stand with each of my bucket list items.  While January didn't exactly go as I'd hoped, I am giving myself grace.  I'm not perfect and life isn't perfect, and sometimes things don't happen just how we want them to.  But I'm not giving up!  I've got an address book to find!!  (Might be a nice snow day project!)

     Until next time, friends...



Wednesday, January 1, 2014

perfectly imperfect

Friends, it has been a long time.  And that is okay.  I can say that I have done a lot of growing in my absence, and am excited to share my latest "ah-ha" moment with you.

It's funny how God speaks.  Through the weirdest things and in His own quirky timing.  And in that timing it seems so absurd that He has chosen to speak, but I know that's the exact moment when my heart is ready to hear it.  And wouldn't you know it was while I was vacuuming.  My used-to-be least favorite chore... until I got a Dyson.  Now it's one of my favorite household chores, because I can see the dirt coming out of my carpet.  That's where it began.

Our carpet is SO hairy.  (Hence, the Dyson.)  Don't get me wrong.  I love, love, LOVE my precious pup, but my goodness does he make a mess.  And not just hair.  Lately he has learned to open the cabinet where we keep the trash.  Yogurt and cookie crumbs and taco seasoning packets are now among the things he adds to the carpet to keep his hair company.

And so it began... the negative self-talk.  "This house is a mess.  How do you let it get this way?  Why can't you keep up with it?  Can you shave the dog?  He needs a bath.  This is gross."  And while I was at it, even uglier thoughts started to creep in.  "Why can't you just get it together?  You have so many things to do on your list.  Why can't you be more like this friend or that person... they have it all together."

And then it stopped.

I don't know how He does it.  But He turned my thoughts into self-reflection instead of self-abuse.

You see... I'm a perfectionist.  I come from a long line of perfectionists.  Except there's a problem.  I'm not perfect.  I am far from perfect.  And in my need and my desire to be perfect... to be more organized, have a cleaner home, have a well-behaved dog, cook a million meals a week, be the most loving spouse, and on and on and on, I lose myself.  I become overwhelmed.  I can't manage it.

Perfectionism is my addiction.  Perfectionism is my dis-ease.

I was able to manage and control this perfectionism of mine when my roles were limited... student, daughter, friend.  I could easily make good grades to please teachers and parents.  Making wise decisions and being a loyal friend were also easy enough.

But then - all in a short span of time - I took on different roles:  wife, homeowner, worker.  It's been four years and I still haven't been able to figure out how to make all "A's" in these roles, like I could in my student role.  I haven't been able to manage my perfectionism.

Somewhere along the way I took my parents encouragement to, "Do your best," into my own mantra of, "Be the best, and only then will you be happy."

It's crazy.  And it has got to stop.

The good news is that it can.  Through Christ, I am seen as perfect in God's eyes.  My need to be perfect is to please an imperfect world.

This year I am going to go back to "doing my best," instead of trying to "be the best."  Somedays my best might not be as good as other days.  And that's okay.

I wanted to close this post with some very imperfect "secrets" I try to hide, knowing that by bringing them to light they can no longer hold power over me... and maybe they will give someone else a laugh.

  • As mentioned, my house is hairy.  And chances are if you come over, I have just vacuumed and made sure the couch was acceptable to sit on.  I don't like admitting it, but it's the truth.  And I rarely mop the floors.
  • Half the time, my house isn't even picked up.  If you were to walk in right now, you would see one magnificent kitchen mess and a load of laundry on the couch.
  • Speaking of laundry... I rarely put my clean clothes away.  When I do, it's usually from my husband's prompting.
  • In the past few months I have gained some weight and my pants don't fit.  I'm struggling to like my body.
  • I like to start a lot of projects... but they often don't get finished.  
  • I don't make enough time to cook healthy meals for my family... and so Chik-fil-A it is for the 4th time this week.
  • I hate brushing my teeth, and so sometimes I cheat and just don't.
  • I ignored most of the mail for about three and a half years... and it only got sorted out when my dad took it home as a project.
  • It also took me that long to organize the room designated as the "office" in our house... mostly due to the mail situation.
I am only perfect in my imperfections.  

Tuesday, July 30, 2013

[organize chaos] a little laundry room love

I am a procrastinator by nature. Don't even get me started on how crazy I drive myself sometimes. But!  When I know something has to get done, I can get it done, and get it done fast!

About two weeks ago our dryer broke. I had to call a service technician to come take a look, but I was embarrassed for him to come. Why? Because my laundry room looked like this:

                                 


A mega mess if I have ever seen one. The poor guy wouldn't have even been able to get in. I knew I had to get to work! Luckily, I had my sidekick to help.

                                 

I took every single thing (besides the W and D) out of the laundry room and swept the floor. I really need to get behind the W and D, but for now the dust monsters are out of sight and out of mind. 

Next it was time to sort all of the junk! I threw away some things, bought a new basket and some organizational wall mounts and got to work putting the stuff that belonged in the laundry room back in the laundry room!

Along the way I had some mis-haps. I tried to channel my mister-fix-it father, but I ended up with four not level holes in the wall... Those are out of sight/mind for now too!

Aren't you dying to see the "after pictures?"

                                

                                

                                

                                

It feels so good to have this little room all tidy! 


Saturday, July 20, 2013

learning from the Lord

I have never felt like I was a Christian who had all of "it" together in terms of my relationship with Christ. It's usually a pretty up-and-down roller coaster of commitment on my part, and to be quite honest I have never figured out how to have the perfect "quiet time." I have often blamed this on the fact that I never exactly learned how to have a quite time... only that I should have one. Somewhere in my mind it felt like only the really good Christians had daily quiet times, and I was doing pretty well to go to Bible study, not say bad words and be nice to people I went to school with.

Here's the reality: I may do a decent job of going to Bible study, but I may not always be prepared spiritually to be there. And more ugly truth... I can be as mean as a snake and cuss like a sailor when I feel like it.

In the past couple of years I have started to learn what it's like to "own" a verse or two as yours and meditate on them to get you through a little bit of whatever this life throws your way. Ever since studying the book of James last winter at my church, I have clung to James 1:2-4.

Dear brothers and sisters, when troubles come your way, consider it an opportunity for great joy. For you know that when your faith is tested, your endurance has a chance to grow. So let it grow, for when your endurance is fully developed, you will be perfect and complete, needing nothing.
 (James 1:2-4 NLT)

And just in the past couple of weeks...

And the Holy Spirit helps us in our weakness. For example, we don’t know what God wants us to pray for. But the Holy Spirit prays for us with groanings that cannot be expressed in words. And the Father who knows all hearts knows what the Spirit is saying, for the Spirit pleads for us believers in harmony with God’s own will. And we know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them. 
(Romans 8:26-28 NLT)

But just in the last few days I have committed myself to spending time in the Word and in prayer and working through a study on Jesus, and let me tell you... I have learned so much from the Lord. Just in four days! What have I been doing all this time...?

In four short days, I have learned about what I can and can't control. I am a control freak. While I can control some things, I can't control it all. The rest is up to God. I have learned that often I condemn others, but I forget that I will one day give my own account of this life I have lead. (Romans 14:11) I have learned that God is The Healer, but we must wait on his timing. (Luke 5:12; Isaiah 64:4; 1 Corinthians 2:9) This is especially hard in a world of instant gratification! And today I learned that I can be oh-so full of pride. That as I am busy striving to keep it all under control on the outside, I could so easily be rotting on the inside. In Beth Moore's "Jesus: ninety days with the One and Only," she says this:

"Given the right set of circumstances and the wrong state of mind, each of us is capable of just about anything. Even if we could get our external lives under perfect and legalistic control, we'd probably rot on the inside with the heinous sin of pride.”

There are so many days where I can see Sarah written all over that!

All in all, I am so very encouraged. And I am so thankful that Jesus is opening up my eyes. I can't wait to share more of what he will teach me!

Maybe you need encouragement today... I can tell you one thing. Spending time with God doesn't have to be so fancy like I used to think, or only reserved for the really good Christians. It can really be just as simple as opening God's Word - and opening your heart - and allowing our Creator to speak to you.

Thursday, July 18, 2013

t.i.g... baby!

Considering I have been home from Guatemala for over a month now, it's definitely time to blog about my little journey.  Several people have asked how the trip went, and my response is always the same.  "I am ready to go back!" And it's true.  I can't wait until my next trip... And there will be a next trip!

Our journey began on Saturday June 8th with a shuttle ride to the Fort Smith airport - did you know this airport has award-winning restrooms?  Well they do.  And if the start of the trip were any indicator of how the rest of the trip was going to be, I should have known right then it would be awesome.  After a quick Starbucks and McDonalds run at the Dallas airport, we boarded our flight to Guatemala City.  Three hours later, we were on the ground, navigating through customs and making our way to the hotel.  After freshening up a bit, we met our driver for the week - Arcenio - and headed out to the city of Antigua for dinner and ice cream.  My first efforts in communicating en Espanol occurred in Antigua when asking about the ice cream flavors... "que tipo?"

The Arch in Antigua
On Sunday morning we headed out to the city church for morning worship and lunch.   That afternoon our group loaded up on the bus and headed out to the village of Santa Luisa along with another bus of amigos from the city church.  We attended the evening worship in Santa Luisa and met some of the kids we'd be hanging out with for the next couple of days.  On our way back into the city we stopped at a restaurant that served "meter pizza" - and for this little math geek, it was pretty great.

"Welcome Brothers and Sisters from Arkansas"
Monday morning began with a trip to the grocery store and city church to purchase supplies for and assemble our sandwiches for lunch that day.  I believe this was the morning that a few members of our group nearly got ran over by a bus... named Dolce Jesus.  From that moment on... we were always on the lookout for the bus that read "Sweet Jesus."  After our sandwiches were packed, and our team was safe and accounted for, we headed back out to Santa Luisa for a day filled with medical clinics, construction and hanging out with kids.  That afternoon there was a huge storm that brought in a nice breeze and rain... and lightning that may or may not have traveled through the metal roof we were under.  The Guatemalan kids thought it was funny to hear the white girl from Arkansas scream.  (If any of you are still wondering who the white girl from Arkansas might be... she looks a lot like me.)  These kids also love playing a little game called Pato, Pato, Gonzo... can you guess?  We played A LOT of Duck, Duck, Goose in Santa Luisa!


We had a similar schedule on Tuesday as we did the day before, with the addition of playing soccer at the kids' school.  Let's just say that the group of ladies who volunteered to go to the school was probably not the group that you'd pick to be on an Olympic soccer team.  Or at least this sweet teacher who wanted to visit the school isn't the girl you'd pick to be on an Olympic soccer team.  I don't think I have ever been so hot in my entire life!  My favorite quotes from this futbol match include...

"Ladies!  We just got skunked by a bunch of kids!  Be aggressive!"

and,

"Sarah, do NOT jump over the ball."
... courtesy of my pastor, Jonathan.  :)

It was sad leaving Santa Luisa Tuesday night knowing we would not return the following day.  But I took great comfort in knowing that I will return some day.  As I was leaving I gave Sister Yolanda a hug... it touched me to know that even though we could not communicate with words that we didn't end up needing them.  A hug said it all.


Futbol Field at the Santa Luisa School

Pato, Pato, Gonzo!

I wanted to take this cutie home with me!

And this little sweetie too!

Wednesday morning began with a stroll down paparazzi lane.  There was a PAGEANT going on in the mall next to our hotel.  I am super intrigued by the pageant world of Toddlers and Tiaras... and I could not stop staring.  They didn't seem to mind.

Little Miss Latin America

Mister Venezuela of course!
On our way out to the mountaintop village of Bejucalito we stopped at a gas station with the last clean toilet.  This is where I began my carer in petty theft by stealing a Sprite from the convenience store in front of an armed security guard.  Apparently I have a knack for petty theft... who knew?  It was a total accident, and as soon as David pointed out that I had exited the store with the merchandise - ironically trying to get enough cash to PAY for the Sprite - I quickly entered undetected, paid for my Sprite and thanked Jesus that I hadn't been caught!  (Luckily the guard had been grilling another girl from our group about her granola bar purchase, and my little charade went undetected.)

Once we arrived in Bejucalito, our medical clinic set up and the Jesus Film was shown to the kids at school.  This was the first time that our church has formally presented the Gospel in this village.  After the film we continued with more soccer playing, frisbee throwing and nail painting.  One thing I thought was sooooo neat about this village was that it had been visited by TOMS shoes!  Lots of the kids were wearing them.  I love TOMS, and now I love them even more!

Just a little exponent lesson in Bejucalito :)

TOMS 
Thursday we headed out to another village near Antuigua called San Filipe.  We visited a school ran by an organization from the UK and helped out at coffee plantation.  We got to learn how our friend Pabs performs a coffee tasting - very interesting (and gross!) stuff!  After spending the afternoon at the coffee plantation, we went back to Antigua for some market shopping and dinner.

At the coffee plantation...
Antigua, Guatemala

Our designated "Adventure Day" was on Friday - even though we had been having adventures all week!  We made our way to a lake surrounded by three volcanoes, and took a boat ride into a port across the lake.  We shopped around for a little while, climbed back on the boat, made our way back across the lake and ate lunch at a place called Casablanca.  We had Pizza Hut Friday evening for dinner and began packing our things to head back to the States.

View of the lake

Tossed by the waves!
Coca Cola stop at the market
A friend of Dolce Jesus... these fancy school busses were everywhere!

We had an easy travel day back to the US - other than the pilot who accused me of stealing chips at Subway.  He must have heard about my reputation... We made it safely back home and picked up our pup at doggie daycare on the way.  I had missed my buddy.

Overall I think that my high school Spanish teacher Senora Karraker would be proud of my attempts to speak a language foreign to me... or she'd be really embarrassed and disappointed.  It could really go either way.  But when it comes right down to it, hugs and smiles and laughter don't need much of a translation.

Like I said earlier, I really can't wait to go back.  I had such a great time.  One moment that stuck out the most to me was on Sunday morning during the worship service.  We attempted to sing the worship songs in Spanish - but sometimes I gave in and sang in English.  And then it hit me.  "This is like Heaven."  Every tribe.  Every tongue.  Every nation.

Tuesday, June 4, 2013

[organize chaos]: organizing myself and (hopefully) increasing productivity

I have been on summer vacation for a week.  So far, I've taken a trip to Indianapolis with my mom and grandma to see a cute new cousin and his super smart (and absolutely adorable) big sister and visit David's family, including our sweet, sweet nephew.  And just this past weekend, David and I went to my parents' house with one of my favorite people Kelsie and her husband to enjoy some time at the lake.  In just four short days we will be leaving for Guatemala with our church for a mission trip, and I am just so excited.

But on the 4.5 days I have actually had time in my house to - I don't know - ORGANIZE and CLEAN it like I've been griping about for THREE YEARS, I have found that trashy Reality TV on Bravo is just SO MUCH more appealing.  Seriously.

I drive myself crazy.

What am I proud about?  I have taken some time to decompress.  To sleep in... to lounge around.  To reset.  It seems so silly to say, but I have needed it.

What else am I proud of?  (I can tell you that it's not that I have ended my past two questions in prepositions...)  But I did make a budget for David and me for the month of June!  It's nothing fancy.  Mostly just a list of bills and other expenses and how much we have left over for the entire month to spend on gas and groceries.  And I cooked last night!  And I am planning to cook on Thursday!  That's two meals in one week.  Watch out world.

So where would I like to be in terms of organizing myself and increasing productivity?

     1.  Sticking to my to-do lists!  I am great at making them, but not always so great at checking off the     boxes...
     2.  Carving out "me" time.  This is an easy one right now.  I've got all day!  But I need to get into the habit of finding a few bits of time each week to read or journal or have coffee with a friend.  You can't be productive if you are worn out!    3.  Creating (and sticking to) a budget each month!
     4.  Making a schedule (or two or three!)  The goal... a monthly menu and cleaning schedule!  Yikes!

And since this is my first "real" summer off in quite awhile, I am totally open to any advice or suggestions regarding how to ditch the Reality TV and put my booty to work!

Wednesday, May 15, 2013

under a rock

Oh. My. Goodness.

It has been a minute or two since I blogged last. (i.e. at least three months - woah.) It feels like I got sucked into a vortex of busyness... And a lot of life has gotten in the way of quiet moments. In an attempt to crawl out from under my rock and recommit myself to this little blog of mine, let me give a quick recap of the past quarter of a year.

I fasted from Facebook for forty days. I can live without it. However there is still much work to do in this area of my life... Social media so easily takes on the role of an idol in my life. An easy trap to make me an ineffective follower of Christ.

I celebrated Pi Day. (March 14 ~ 3.14) And it was great. Other than the pi(e) I took to school was not the crowd pleaser I'd hoped it'd be.

David and I went to Dallas for a hockey game (my first!) Sarah's rules: follow the puck. Any tripping,  fighting or hitting someone else with your stick gets you a time-out.

Hamilton Turner Camp celebrated his third birthday. We sure do love our pup.

I chaperoned Prom. Took lots of great photos of my students and did the Cupid Shuffle.  I was not the only teacher showing off my sweet shuffle moves.

I was invited by such a sweet student to a Teacher Appreciation Night. It was such a special event and came at the perfect time. I was on cloud nine for a week!

School is winding down... Just seven days left. Overall I have had a great year back in the teaching world! I work for an amazing school in an amazing department.  I. Am. Blessed.

And so looking forward to summer break and the "rest" it will bring. I know it will be good for the soul.

Have a wonderful week, my friends.  I hope to not dwell under my rock for so long this time around!

Tuesday, February 12, 2013

forty-day facebook fast


In 26 years on this planet, I have never participated in the season of Lent.  Growing up in a Southern Baptist home, it’s just not something we did.  In fact, I didn’t really even know about Lent until I was in high school, and had a friend give up chocolate before Easter.  I still did not participate in Lent when I was an intern at the Wesley Foundation – probably much to the horror of my fellow interns and mentor. ;)

I hadn’t even planned on participating this year… until I was driving home one night listening to the radio.  It was a Focus on the Family program, and they were talking about the upcoming holiday season and how to get your family and kids involved in what Easter is really all about.  One of those ways was to participate in Lent as a family.  For whatever reason, it hit me that this may be something I needed to do this year.  I realized there is something that I could sacrifice for a short (6 weeks?!? – not that short, but not that long!) period of time. Not to go on a diet… and not something easy to do (the radio host joked about giving up Brussels sprouts), but a true sacrifice. 

Facebook.

Dear old Facebook.

I’m coming to the realization that I know way too much information about other people’s lives.  Not good friends… people that I haven’t spoken with in ten years.  I do not know these people any more… but I talk about them like I do.  I will call my mom and say, “So-and-so said this on Facebook.” Or, “Did you know, [insert name here] is pregnant/engaged/married/divorced/living in a van down by the river?”  It’s just crazy.

I don’t think God minds that I have a Facebook account.  In fact, I would have to guess that Facebook fits nicely into the Great Commission.  Technology and social networking are making it easier for us to reach “the ends of the earth,” which we are supposed to do as Christ Followers.  But I think that God does have a problem when I treat Facebook like an idol.  Which, if I am honest with myself, I do.  When I spend exponentially more time on Facebook than I do in God’s Word, I’m pretty sure that counts as an idol, and I’m pretty sure He is not okay with it.

So at midnight my Forty-Day Facebook Fast will begin.  I will be deleting the app from my phone and tablet.  It’s my hope that each time I am tempted to scroll through my news feed or update a status I will spend time in prayer instead.  I am also starting a 90 day study on Jesus, and am very excited about this!

I will not be fasting on Sundays, and plan to continue blogging and using instagram.  (So if you see an instagram update on a Sunday - I haven't given into temptation!)

I am so very excited about this time of fasting and growth.  I know God has something great in store for me during these next forty days, and can't wait to share that with you all!